yorutenshi

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    • Name: Alice
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 8/8/2009

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Sunday, 13 November 2011

  • 11/13/2011

    This feels very unsettling. I just know it's the same person but pointing it out and them talking their way out of it will make me feel foolish. *sigh*

    *tilts head*...Finished reading the Picture of Dorian Gray, book really changed my view on things-..actually..more like, sharpened them.

Saturday, 22 October 2011

Friday, 21 October 2011

  • Stupid Realization.

    ....Vic sang the opening to ONE PIECE!?!?!?


    Yes, I am slow OTL

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    Ever think about that time when you are your best friend inseparable? Seems like it will always last, then you see something you didn't see before. Your perfect image of them is flawed. You start to question whether you really know them. Signs show up that they barely know you. Someone removes your blind fold and you realize your being led into a cage and already have a leash on. You are almost done being tamed. You followed this person and have begun to hang on every word they say. They support your hobbies but push you to make a worthless career out of it even though it's very well known that a person that goes down that path makes almost no money and is a 'Starving Artist'.

    The next day begins and they smile. You wonder why you ever thought that they were a bad person. The blindfold falls back down over your eyes and the routine taming continues. Remembering what you realized when the blind-fold was actually off, you stray and try to avoid them. It's too late now, it seems overly suspicious. And you have no answers. You become independent, they notice the change. Your biting at the leash and the cage will have to wait.

    You stare as they talk amongst your group of friends and your lips part before speaking when they pause.
    You set the challenge down, declaring something you both knew but they denied. Something you both wanted, but you gave up for their sake. Silence falls and tension rises.  They smile and ask what this is about. You stay calm and continue speaking at the same pace, saying things they knew, convinced you to deny for them, and don't want to hear.

    Rivals. It frustrates them that the leash has been chewed off and that you are barking at them.  They deny your freedom saying that it is impossible for you, they are the ones that will get what you both want. Of course the group laughs it off since they are smiling and convince them that you both are just playing around. They buy it. You stay silent and they watch as you spite your best friend and struggle to figure out just what to do next.


    What's left?......

    Fighting over what you both want of course.....

    Their mask comes off reveals their true nature and you put yours on to hide your sadness of losing the illusion of a friend.
    The war begins.

    -Yorutenshi

Thursday, 20 October 2011

  • Just Going down Memory Lane..

    Can't believe I haven't touched this account for about a year....well except for that one weird Super bowl post that was incredibly short anyway >_>" . Going through my entries makes me feel so old.

    "God i was so easily excited.."
    "..wow..I sucked so bad a drawing..."
    "...=///="...I can't believe I admitted that..."
    "....wow...I miss these guys...."

    *sighs* Even going through old comments and conversations get's me emotional for no apparent reason.
    I'll probably start blogging again since I've managed to adapt lately and actually have spare time. Plus I really want to try to make up a year of not talking to most of the people I've made friends with on here.  ;A;

    True, some of them are sadly gone or haven't seemed to have touched their account in ages but for those that are still here, I'm back. ^_^" if...you even remember me...if not...AWKWARD~ XD


    -Alice out (<- have recently started doing this on all my Deviant Art journals as well) pft...

Sunday, 06 February 2011

  • What Super Bowl Means to ME

    Well super bowl seems to be today's highlight *cough cough* and I know a few people are gonna hate me for this but I just watch it for the awesome commercials and food spread XD

    Pizza, crazyness, and friends being random and saying how funny the commercial was- is what I think the superbowl is about-


    Oh and also changing the channel because I get tired of not being able to tell the score and watching pikachu kick ass >:3